Boo and Chicken
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Monthly Archives: January 2010
a little down
So this is a little how I feel. This was Chicken on Christmas Eve after we dragged him and Boo around to a couple stores.. He was exhausted and tired and cranky and did not feel like doing anything.
I have felt this way today a little down a little depressed feeling a little of the “stay at home mom blues”. At least this is what I call it, plus it’s cold and chilly outside which does not help my mood much. I sure hope I am not the only SAHM that feels this way sometimes. I hang out with a 4 and 2 year old all day the conversation is not very stimulating sometimes. Sometimes I really miss working the adult interaction the making of the money.. Yeah that was nice. Plus I am not very self motivated and work was nice because I knew I had to get up.. Now we just kind of drift through the day and do whatever. I know I need to seriously get on a schedule but then I think well they won’t be little forever and soon school will start and then we all will be getting up early forever. Funny thing is when I was working I just longed to be at home. WE always want what we don’t have right?
My personality tends toward being down anyway and any stupid thing can get me depressed. Oh well maybe it’s just that kind of day and tomorrow or even this afternoon will be better. It’s not like I don’t have laundry to fold, a house to clean, and inviations to write… Oh well…. oh and did I mention my coffee pot was broken?…… =-(
Hello 2010
Hello ….. It has been a long time since I have blogged.. I hope to get back into in the new year. It seems every since we moved from the Mill into our new (old) house that I have just stopped blogging… It really can be a good outlet and I need that as a stay at home mom.
We really enjoy our house but it does seem to take more time trying to keep this place picked up. And I am actually trying to keep up with laundry for once. I think I am doing a great job to not have laundry 3 feet deep piled in the corner of the laundry room, but my husband still has to tell me sometimes that he needs clean underwear. So I guess that is something I need to work on in the new year.
I have read many blogs that are just brutally honest… And really what is the point of blogging unless you are honest? But I think I try to sensor myself to much, because people I know might read it. Or sometimes I might try to blog about something that I think will get hits… and really what is the point of that? I want to blog for myself otherwise I won’t do it. I want it to be an outlet for me and if it ends up getting read great and if not great.
So I plan to just blog about what is important to me and what interests me… I know a lot of it will be about my kids because I am a stay at home mom, but I know it might stray into other areas.
Anyway that is one goal for 2010 for me to blog on a regular basis for me. As to some of my other goals for this year. To get in shape to eat healthier to spend more quality time with my kids to have devotions on a daily basis. Well I will just try to work on those one at a time.
I better run make lunch now the Chickens are hungry…