a little down

So this is a little how I feel. This was Chicken on Christmas Eve after we dragged him and Boo around to a couple stores.. He was exhausted and tired and cranky and did not feel like doing anything.

I have felt this way today a little down a little depressed feeling a little of the “stay at home mom blues”. At least this is what I call it, plus it’s cold and chilly outside which does not help my mood much. I sure hope I am not the only SAHM that feels this way sometimes. I hang out with a 4 and 2 year old all day the conversation is not very stimulating sometimes. Sometimes I really miss working the adult interaction the making of the money.. Yeah that was nice. Plus I am not very self motivated and work was nice because I knew I had to get up.. Now we just kind of drift through the day and do whatever. I know I need to seriously get on a schedule but then I think well they won’t be little forever and soon school will start and then we all will be getting up early forever. Funny thing is when I was working I just longed to be at home. WE always want what we don’t have right?

My personality tends toward being down anyway and any stupid thing can get me depressed. Oh well maybe it’s just that kind of day and tomorrow or even this afternoon will be better. It’s not like I don’t have laundry to fold, a house to clean, and inviations to write… Oh well…. oh and did I mention my coffee pot was broken?…… =-(